shall we dance

"Since I left Dresden
I began training too hard.
Pushing myself beyond my limits.
Expecting too much.

"Well, I didn't win.
Not even close.

"I stayed away from home without
my trophy or my love.

"And all this time I've been
hiding out. Angry at myself.
Frustrated and embarrassed.

"But helping others,
seeing how much more alive they can be
made me realize
just how much I'd given up myself.

"And now,
for the first time in a very long time
I want to dance again.

"So I need to thank you -
thank you for helping me to see this.

"I hope now
I get to see you
and dance with you again...

life commandments

don't move,
unless you mean it
don't say anything,
unless you feel it

don't ask, 

do as you please

don't think, 

just do

never forget love

from the skin to the core of the soul
with your skin to the core of your soul

Shiva dance

We are all Seiltänzer on a tightrope between this and that...
This and that are not constants, not even parameters, they are pointers to all pairs of contradictions to the mind.
Suffering is the Sisyphus work of the creative mind, the vain efforts to identify with any wishful thinking to eliminate the paradoxical nature of human life.
The part of our mind that is meant to recreate the world reality we experience is that side of the rope. This side is the awareness of being, the aliveness of now, the breath of the moment, the state of mind before the Exile.
You can't eliminate neither this nor that, you can't step aside the rope, you cannot even fall. Don't worry!
If you just realize that then you are blessed in this. Achieving anything from what  you need to what you've always dreamed of, you can enjoy being a dancer on a tightrope from birth to death...

cuando llegaré al bohio

The hut is calling for me. The hut wants to become mine and I feel the urge to go there and find it...
The hut is calling because the hut is not afraid nor ashamed to long for to belong to. It doesn't even need to move away in order to be taken care of. Just let someone know, I'm free to belong to you. Until my materials are carried away by sun, wind, rain and dust, my heart belongs to you and that fills my heart.

my favourite game

I want to feel the gentleness of every step
I'm not in a hurry
In fact I want everything to be slow
Very very slow
But full of heart
Attention
Passion
Everything you have
Each tiny little step with everything you have at this moment
Take your time
Slow down as much as you want
But then be full of you
I want everything
Then I'm fully myself
Because this is what I want
Fullness
I will not react to anything else
Go as far as it can go
I will not stop
I will not look behind
Very slow but full
This is the game we are in...
I will not comment
I won't explain nor complaint
I act, receive, I act...
I do
Gentle and fierce
This is my true face
It will definitely be a pleasure to dance

the good life on a tightrope

A good life is about good relationships
Good relationships are about good connection
Good connection is like a tightrope
Brings something from here to there... both ways
On the sharp edge of right and wrong, of too much and too poor
And it is straight ahead

music

I can hear the sound of violins
long before
it begins.

kiss of fire too

"I want to passionately kiss...
That which always was,
and is,
and will be everlasting fire,
the same for all,
the cosmos,
made neither by god nor man,
replenishes in measure
as it burns away."

- Heraclitus, translated by Brooks Haxton

success

The most important thing in life business is dealing with time effectively and efficiently.
The second most important thing is how you define effectiveness and efficiency. There is a balance between opposites that you need to master in order to create what you really want.