wesentlich

Im Wesentlichen grüsse ich das Wesentliche in dir, in Jedem von dir...
Wir sind alle durch unsere Individualität Spezialisten und vermögen Experten zu werden. Experten erfüllen eine Aufgabe: mit ihrer Persönlichkeit eine These aufzustellen und zu verkörpern, die im Laufe des Lebens auf wundersame Art ad absurdum geführt wird. Das ist die grosse Chance zu lernen, neugierig zu bleiben, zuzuhören und hinzuschauen statt zu mustern, zu bewerten und zu urteilen auf der Basis von Gedanken, die zu der unglücklichen Situation von heute geführt haben, die sie behandeln, um eine vermeintliche Sicherheit herzustellen.
Befreiung von der Unsicherheit!
Wer staunen kann, ahnt die Stimmigkeit der unzähmbaren Wirklichkeit. Freude!
Ist das nicht aufregend?
Es liegt in unserer Natur, aufmerksam auf das Fremdartige zu werden, Andere deswegen attraktiv zu finden und die zu den wir uns hingezogen fühlen, verschämmt oder meisterhaft zu verführen, ihre besten Ansichten zu erweitern, um das eigene Fremde zu lieben und über die Paradoxie der Liebe zu staunen. In der Paradoxie sind wir immer sicher...

sayonara mushin

- Hello, Hana-ogi.
l`m going back to America on Friday and
l probably won`t get back in Japan again.
And before l go, there was just one thing
l wanted to know.
You remember one time you said to me that
you could love me and be a wife, and a mother?

-l remember.

- You said that since you`d known me,
you`d been afraid of being a lonely old woman,
teaching dancing.
Remember that?

- l remember.

- Did you mean that when you said it, Hana-ogi?

- l meant it.

- lt is already happening.
Love has gone out of my work, out of me.
Lloyd, please go now.
This will only bring pain and trouble.

- You and l are going to have more trouble
than we thought of having in our lives
unless you`re absolutely honest with yourself.

- Please, Lloyd, can`t we talk about this later?

- There isn`t going to be any later.
There`s only going to be right now.

- l must return this robe.

- Listen to me.
l want to know.
Do you love me, or don`t you?
Because if you don`t then l`m going
to have to find a way to live with it.
And if you do, then--

- Please, Lloyd.

- Wait a minute.
l don`t want you to tell me anything more...
or anything less than what you feel
in the very deepest part of you
because what you answer to me now
is going to affect us for the rest of our lives.
Do you love me, Hana-ogi,
or don`t you love me?

- l`m so frightened and confused.
l cannot think.
l cannot even understand your thinking.

- l`m not thinking!
For the first time in my life,
l`m not thinking, and l don`t care.

- But, Lloyd, we must do the right thing.
- What are you talking about, the right thing?
We`ve been wasting two good lives
trying to do the right thing
the right thing for Matsubayashi,
the right thing for my father
the right thing for the military,
the right thing for Japanese tradition
the right thing for the great white race.

- But we have duties and obligations.

- That`s right, we do!
We have duties and obligations
and the first obligation we have
is to love each other
to become man and wife,
and raise some clean, sweet children
and give them the very best
that we know how.
And if we don`t meet that obligation,
we ain`t going to be any good to anybody.

- We live in different worlds,
come from different races.

- Oh honey, l want you to be my wife.

- But what would happen to our children?
What would they be?

- What would they be?
They`d be half Japanese, half American.
They`d be half yellow and half white.
They`d be half you, they`d be half me.
That`s all they`re going to be.
Hana-ogi, l want you to come with me now.
l want you to come with me now,
down to the American consulate
here in Tokyo.
We`ll start filling out those papers,
`cause we`ve only got a few days
to get this whole thing done,
get it out of the way.

Will you come?

the professional

- How are we gonna get outta here now?
- Leave it to me. We're checking out.

Instrumententheater

Der Mensch, ein Instrument,
Saiten gespannt
zwischen Mitte und Peripherie
ein Körperklang ...

Richtig gespannt,
Klang, der stimmig ist
Überspannt droht das Reißen
Disharmonie
Ist die Spannung stabil,
ist der Körper leer,
deine Stille neutral,
fängt das Spiel an

Spontan
Dem hübschen Klang folgen wunderbare Melodien,
eine hinreißende Komposition

Die Inspiration spielt
Laufend
Scheinbar mühelos

coming home

For someone who was never meant for this ...,
I must confess
I'm suddenly having a hard time
leaving it.

Of course,
they say every atom in our bodies
was once part of something far away.

Maybe I'm not leaving.
Maybe I'm coming home.

je sais qu'un jour

Plus question de phrases sobres
Ni de révolution d'octobre
On n'en était plus là
Fini le tombeau de Lenine
Le chocolat de chez Pouchkine
C'est, c'était loin déjà

Que ma vie me semble vide
Mais je sais qu'un jour à Paris
C'est moi qui lui servirai de guide

paths and ways

Every path leads somewhere. The first step towards a real target is the first step in the most inner path: to say yes to an idea that popped up in the mind. Stay on this path and a new path more stable will be created: a dream of reaching a goal. Stay on this path and a new more stable path will appear: a vision and a passion to create everything necessary for the trip of your passion. Marry your passion and keep going carefully and an even more sensible path will appear. Till your reach your target.
This experience, this knowledge is the way of the paths towards a target.

invitation to dance

Without a word
Walked by
Along the river side
Then you said
Here we go

tentation

Oui, je sais qu'elle est fait de fumée
Oui, je me suis paumé
Elle sait que je suis fauché
Mais à moi de jouer oui
Tentation, tentation, tentation
Je peux pas résister